dear~! don't want ignore me!

i'm very tired now...and my heart! now very chaotic irritable ! 
why is it so?!haiz... sad sad sad!
now, i hope i can quiet my mood... but can't
because my dear ignore me TT 
i very sad now!  and no mood do any thing!  include study! because tomorrow have exam...
i think i tomorrow no mood go to school exam... haiz...
now i have a bit fever! i fever... i don't want tell people! i just tell my dear! but.......my dear still ignore me...
if  this time, my dear can care me, and say any things about care me...i will happy!!! x]
but............................................   haiz........TT
like 10.30p.m. .......my dear finally just reply me "good night" only! but i also happy! =]
k larh~ want relax ready! because have a bit fever~ ><